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[♥Sunday, November 30, 2003♥]Backkk!!!(kind of) Well, i just wanted to say that i'm sooo sorry for not being on that much. I have been so d*mn busy but i miss you all as you have NOOO idea! I just got online to work on a Chemistry assignment, but hopefully i will finish it soon and will try to blog around what i have been doing. By now, i can just tell you that Alex came yesterday, we spent all day together and he painted my room. It looks soooo great! It should be on a magazine or something and believe me, i am not kidding. :) When we finished (yeah, WE because i helped) we were like... *shocked* and he couldnt believe it looked that awesome because he was bothering me because of the colors i picked.. :) I will try to take some pictures during the day and i will post them in here... Have you missed me? LOL I hope to chat with all of you soon!!
[♥Friday, November 28, 2003♥]Hello everyone! I know you all have missed me intense... *winks* I have just been extremely busy and my internet connection was acting up so, i wasnt able to get online 'til now. I spent all day cleaning my room, because maybe tommorow we'll be painting it. Hopeffully it will turn out GREAT!I hope to hear soon from all of you and i will try to update in here as soon as possible. Hope you all had a nice THANKSGIVING DAY! *hugs*
[♥Thursday, November 20, 2003♥]I'm going out with Alex tonight, so that means i'm not going to be able to blog today; maybe tommorow i will.. Tommorow i need to work on some assignments, maybe go to Wella, do some house chores and of course BLOG! I will not forget 'bout you all. I know you are all dying to read about me... ;) (please say yes!)Good Night! off to get ready!
All done and now let's get ready to college. Will blog more later..
[♥Sunday, November 16, 2003♥]Like a virgin... touched for the very first time... like a virgin when your heart beats next to mine...I have had that song stuck on my head for a while. Why? I have no idea. *winks* Saturday: i didn't blogged because i left home like at 9:00AM and arrived finally at 4:00AM on the morning. What did i did? Ok! I woke u very early because we were going to make me some X-Rays that the insurance company is asking for; they were closed. We went to the CellPhone Company to change our cellphones. It was a mess. When the girl there started attending us, she had a mess on her head that she barely unserstood what she was telling us. We were there, with her, like for 1 1/2 hours. We didn't understood a word of what she was trying to with our account and WTH! it's our money so have to be clear. My mother is always the one with the tough attitude and ends up arguing with people everywhere; the girl really got on my nerves so... all of the sudden i started almost yelling at him and talking like very rough and i said: "OK! I WANT THIS CELLPHONE WITH MY CELLPHONE NUMBER, AND THIS ONE WITH MY DAD'S AND I WANT TO EXTEND THE CONTRACT OF THIS ONE AND NOT THIS ONE... bla bla bla" and i was like pointing to her desk very hard and all. When i end up and i watched my mother and i realized what i did; my mom was bitting her lips and almost laughing; i felt that she was very proud of me; and she told me she was! LOL Then, Alex called me and he left me a pair of shoes on my balcony because he wanted me to change them. I went to have lunch and then I called Zahira to tell her i was heading home, because she was going shopping with me. I picked her up and we went shopping!! yay!! I bought: *Black jacket with a scarf - $19.99 *Tan off-shoulder top - $14.00 *Grey off-shoulder top with pink rose - $14.00 *Jeans - $29.00 *Two collars - $6.00 ea. *A bracelet - $FREE *A charm bracelet - $4.25 *phew* now i realized how much i spent! Then, we came back home, it was my first time driving since the toe accident and i was little nervous but everything went fine; Zahira did you knew that? I came home and went to take a very fast shower and washed my hair. Dried it with the blower, got dresses, make up done and Alex called that he was here. We went to his aunt's. I felt a little awkward at first because i didn't knew anyone there. Then, they all kept drinking and loosen up. At one time, his dad and everyone started chanting: "kiss!, kiss!, kiss!" and i was very shocked. They all wanted us to give a kiss.. anyways, i was a little scared, but he came to me and kissed me... Ooohh so sweet! LOL Anyways, we were there for a looong time and like at 1:00 AM we left. We went to his aunt's house (his aunts are on the US). So we were there for a while and.... Monday: Nothing interesting happend. I had the Chemistry class & lab and then a meeting from the Managment class. Nothing else. When i came home, i went straight to bed; and all of the sudden we had no electricity... anyways, i kept sleeping. I was soo tired. Tuesday: Today woke up early and my parents were here. They didn't went to work because their alarm clock didn't sounded. I asked my dad to take me to the XRays so i won't drive. He took me there, we went to Subway to have breakfast and then i bought the Britney Spear's new CD In the Zone. The CD is awesome. Oh! And i received a poster of the pic i have on my layout.. Im sooo excited...!! At college, everything was nice.. The classrooms are so damn cold! Well, go to go fix my hair. Hope to hear from you all soon and if you see some mistakes inthis wntry is because i started writing it last Sunday... LOL but didnt had time to finished it! *hugs*
[♥Friday, November 14, 2003♥]
Decided to leave the stamp in here, on top; love it so much that i want to see it and see it! *waves* Hi everyone! Sorry for not bloggin' yesterday i just came home very tired and didn't wanted to turn on the pc but anyways, here i am; so don't miss me that much. Yesterday, i went to college as usual. Had the Precalculus class and it was very nice, the class is into a new program and it includes a lab (we have to make 20 hrs/trimester; we already made one) is not that hard and it allows you to go into some computers and those computers are like interactive professors. I don't know how to explain it but it's supposed to be very nice and helpful. On the PreCalculus class there's a weird guy. *shocked* Everytime i looked at the door (he was sitting very near to it) he was staring at me; with this moron face!! *argh* I felt so uncomfortable. I told that to one of my friend and another friend told me that he saw it! Can you believe it?! Anyways, before my Engi class, Alex' called and we met outsite the classroom. We were talking there and i showed him the guy who was staring at me and the guy was still looking... I cannot believe it. Anyways, he stayed there and he asked me if i wanted to go with him to his aunt's house at night because he needed to check the house as his aunt's are on the U.S.; or if not he will go in that moment. I told him that i could go with him. Ohhh.. my professor came so; a little kiss and bye i went to my classroom. The class was pretty nice and i hope a pretty nice grade on that one; i know i can. *crossing fingers* Then i came home. OMG It was raining so bad; it has been raining sooo bad; you have no idea and it is pretty cold in here. Anyways, i watched some TV; watched again like for the 6th time "Enough"; i just love that movie. Then, i told my mom that i was going out and she got very mad and told me that i wasn't going anywhere, that it was raining so bad and that i was not going anywhere and bla bla and then, (as usual) my grandma started arguing too and i got pretty mad. She's always talking as if i'm a wh*re or something. She was like: "Yeah! with the new guy; this is the third one..!" and i was like: "So what?!... " and she didnt responded. I hate when people talk behind my back and when i face them, they keep their mouths shut! *argh* Anyways, we 3 kept arguing... *sighs* I went to my mom's and i was like very nice and sweet and said "i'm gonna get ready" and she was like still telling me not to go and bla bla and then she told me to do whatever i wanted to do. And my grandma on the back....*argh* I called Alex and told him i wasn't going; but then she told me again to do whatever i wanted to do; so i told him: "WTH! Come and pick me" and he was like "are you sure?" and i was like: "yeah". He picked me and my mom didn't even went downstairs to say Bye to me or anything. I felt very bad, but there are times that i want to be treated my age and my grandma messing my mom's head is not it. Anyways, i was feeling very bad on the car, even when we get to the house. Alex wanted me to feel good, but i couldn't stop thinking about what happend. Then, i sat on the couch and i asked him if he really love me. And he asked me, why i have been asking that lately and i told him that i wanted to be sure ... He told me that he really loves me; and i felt so safe. For some reason everytime i am near him i have this feeling of security and comfort that i haven't experienced. I told him to give me a massage; so we went to the room and he gave the massage... OMG! It was great! I need a guy like that.. *winks* Then, we remained there and it was all so nice and great and comfy. :) I feel so amazing with him; can you tell? We were there for like 2 1/2 hours. We were laying on the bed and we both wanted to stay together and we were talking about how hard it was going to be when we both left to our houses. Anyways, he took me home and we were talking about some friend of us love problems and he told me about his ex and it was very nice. A very well-spent night . This morning i called him, because he asked me to call him on the morning if it wasn't raining so he could work. Like 15 minutes ago, we were talking on the phone and he asked me what i was going to do tommorow and i explained to him that i was going to the cellphone company with my mom because we are changing my cellphone; and that later i will go shopping with Zahira and maybe Carla and then, to the book fair. And he told me what he was going to do because i need to met him before that because he need a favor and then, we need to met again at his aunt's because he's going to wash my car (finally!!!!!) It's so dirty you have noo idea! And... he invited me at night to his other aunt's house because they are having dinner there and he wants me to go with him. Things like that are the ones that make me believe that he's really into me, because when guys are messing up, they don't show their girl to everyone and not even the family members. So... what do you think?? Well, i think this is all for now. :) See you guys later and nighty night! P.S.: Added Chrissy to my dailies. Visit her site! She got a new layout that is awesome and very eatable.. :) LOL
[♥Thursday, November 13, 2003♥]Yay! Finally opened my new email account.. *go me!* Well, i opened it weeks later, but forgot to tell everyone that i had it.. :) It would be a little more... private; you know? Butim excited.. LOLLeaving for college looking gorgeous (really, dont know why) LOL.. Got to go! PreCalculus and Engi waiting for me.. :) See ya!!!
[♥Wednesday, November 12, 2003♥] Thanks to Carla who made me this awesome stamp; what do you think? isn't it cute? *hugs* girl! Sorry for not bloggin' the last couple of days. First of all, let me tell you that classes already started. My schedule is: MONDAY: 12AM - 2PM Chemistry 2PM - 6PM Chemistry Lab. TUESDAY: 12PM - 2PM PreCalculus II 2PM - 4PM Engineering Design WEDNESDAY: 12AM - 2PM Chemistry THURSDAY: 12PM - 2PM PreCalculus II 2PM - 4PM Engineering Design FRIDAY: Some Fridays i will have tests either from Chemistry or PreCalculus All my professors are pretty nice; the only bad thing is that someone told me that my Chemistry Professor is not soo good; so i will have to study more than what he teaches on the classroom to have good grades there. But, besides that, everything is great! Today, i went just to take the Chemistry class. It was raining so bad that i wanted to stay home sleeping. Ohhh... soo cold in here. When i got off college, my friend Carla drove me to the foot doctor. He told me i'm doing pretty good and that the toe is looking good. :) Now he is going to work on the fracture. He told me that i will have to wait like 9 months for the nail to grow again. I told him that i'm gonna give birth my nail.. LOL! Nothing interesting has happend on my life... pretty boring huh? Ohhh.. last Monday, Alex wrote with his finger on my dirty car (LOL) "I Love you!" Isnt' he the sweetest? LOL... I hate being like this... is soo pathetic i know! To all of those that know that i am using the loosing fat thing let me tell you that it is working. All the things that it is supposed to be doing on me are happening and i am so happy for that. FINALLY! I'm using it soo good, every day, every time.. *GO ME!* Right now, i have to go. Nothing else to do. Thanks you all for coming.. Ooohh.. and by the way, 2 dailies added. + Arleigh+ Cubana+ and i added MORE info about me. Go and check it out on "The Girl" *hugs*
[♥Monday, November 10, 2003♥]This is the Chrysler's Crossfire 2004 i told i saw and fell in love with.+ Chrysler's Crossfire 2004 +
[♥Sunday, November 09, 2003♥]I know, i know... i haven't blogged in a while...sorry!What a headache i'm having right now... Anyways..., last Friday Alex called me and we both wanted to see each other, so he asked me if i would mind to go with him to his aunts' house because they were living to Florida for a couple of months and we wanted to be with them. (awwww...!) So, he came and picked me up. He looked great! We went there and spent the night there. We left and came in here ... ... Yesterday, i spent the day watching some TV; i am, you know, on my monthly and i was not feeling that well. So I watched Tv, Tv and more Tv. Then, got online for a while. My neighbor called me to invite me to the mall, so i went with her but very carefully you know, because of my toe. In the mall there's and Auto Show these week and when we went downstairs, near the BMW Z4 you know who we saw there...?! Guess...! My ex bf was there..!! I got super-duper nervous.. don't have a frickin' clue of why. I started shaking so bad and i asked my friend what to do and she told me that it was ok if i went there and say Hi to him; so i did it. It was like this: ME: Good Afternoon!!! HIM: Hey!! *kisses* ME: How are you? HIM: Good, how's your toe? ME: Much better HIM: .. and you go out like that?! (referring to my orthopedic shoe) ME: yeah, what's the problem? HIM: Nothing ME: So.. what are you doing here? Nothing? HIM: Nothing, and you? ME: I just came with here. Anyways, i have to go. See ya alright? HIM: Ok. Take Care... Bye ME: Bye Bye! and that was it. Then, we (my friend and I) kept searching on the mall. I didn't bought anything (go me!) just some almonds. Hmmmm... love them! The monthly thing was hurting soooo mad. So I came home, took a bath and stayin bed for a while. Then, Alex called and we both wanted to see each other. I really wanted to see him, but i didn't wanted to be with him with all the pain i was feeling. Then, i put the hot pad on my tummy and i started feeling better. Then, he called me back and he told me that his dad was going to pay for the boxing event between Roy Jones and Antonio Tarver and that if i wanted to go. I obviously said yes! We went there and there was his mom, one of his brothers with his girl (she's so nice) and both of us. We watched the previous event but we all were very tired, so Alex grab his comforter and we lay down on the sofa and his brother did the same on the other one. We all, the four of us were more asleep that awake. LOL. We watched the main event. OMG! Tarver should have won! Tarver hit him more that Jones to him. Too bad, but anyways, it was a pretty good fight and both of them did their job. Then, his brother left to take his girl to her home and we both stayed there on the sofa. We were there and it felt so nice being with him. I think that the thing that happend a couple of days ago made me realize so many stuff. Made me realize that i really have a great guy in front of me and that i shouldn't let down this opportunity, because this may be it. And if it's not, at least i tried. Being with him has made me change my mind about soooooo many stuff and i have grown and learned a lot from him. *thanks* Ermmm.. today i went with my parents to buy some stuff for my back-2-school, well, back-2-college.. LOL, and i also bought "Finding Nemo". I just saw it with them and they were like.. "oohhhh...!".. haha! They loved it! I think i will not see Alex today... :( Anyways, tommorow to college and there i will see him ALL the time! I am so glad i heard again from my dearest friend Sheilla!. She's back and ready to rock. Her site came with a new layout that bu the way she dedicated to me and some other girls. *Thanks girl!* Please stop by her site. It really deserves your visit! Last but not least, a very pretty gift i received from a girl i just met through the net; she's being so nice. *thanks* 
[♥Friday, November 07, 2003♥]I just received this on an email and wanted to share it with you all.+ Top 20 Bumper Sticker for Women +
"You can better regret things do you did, than things you didn't do." - Mystery "If you have feelings for him don't let your mind take over. Listen to your heart not your mind, because your mind plays tricks on you; but your heart is for real." - Chrissy "You're pretty lucky to have met him and that he fell in love with you. I can understand about your feelings towards rejection and relationship... BE STRONG for the both of us." - Susan Quotes that have made me a stronger person and made me realized so many stuff. One that i will never forget was the one from Mystery. I think about it all the time. Thanks girls. Love you all! Yesterday i went to the foot doctor. :) He saw my toe and he told me i'm doing pretty good. *Go me!* He said... LOL.. That i'm putting so much much creme on it and that's why it is looking a little wrinkled. I thought i was doing it ok!! Anyways, he told me that im doing pretty good and that i cannot stop taking my pills. "Yes sir!" LOL I have an appointment next Monday or Tuesday to unsew me. :) By the way, yesterdat i started using a thing to lose fat, give energy, it regulates the sleeping hours, gain strength, improve memory, improves nails, hair and skin; and by the way it activates you sexually (i didn't knew that, i just read it and i was like.. WHAAAT..?!) LOL.. Anyways, i hope it works, i need to lose some fat.. :) *winks* Wish me luck! LOL! If you are wondering how everything went with the guy last Wednesday, erm.... let me tell you that.... everything went GREAT! Really. I brief summary of it. When he came to pick me up, it was very awkward. As fast as i could i started talking to him, asking for stuff (not about us, duh!) and he started telling me and ok.. very nice.. :) He invited me to Baskin Robins. When we arrvied his house, it was raining a little and the floor was wet and slippery and he grabbed my hand and he told me: "Be careful not to fall..." Then we entered and he sat on the sofa and the he asked me to sit there too. I sat and we started watching movies. We were there for a long time. Then, we put his arm over my shoulder, he kiss my head, hugged me and everything was back to normal. Not too many details.. LOL. He's so nice nd polite and awesome. I feel so happy and i hope not to loose him now. Then, if it's not meant to be, at least i tried. Well, right now i'm gonna go and find something to do.. ;) *hugs*
[♥Wednesday, November 05, 2003♥]Nothing good lasts long...Yup! That's true. And i can prove it a thousand times if you want. When you think you have it all, it all disapears in a second. I thought i may be accustom to it but i am not. In my case i just HATE myself, i just HATE past experiences, i just HATE IT ALL! You may be wondering if i am crazy right? Well, i think i'm not far from getting crazy. Thanks to previous experiences in life i have grown to be very insecure person, not trusting, scared... When i have something very good in front of me i can't stop wondering: "Is this right?", "Am i being played?", "Do i want to be like this?", "Would i be hurt at the end?"... and some others. Those questions and some others are the ones that mess it all up. Why? Becuase, as i already said i don't want to keep being hurted. I know that all this insecurities affect me and may affect others and that's the less i want. Since me and my bf broke up; i wanted to be alone. Try to be by myself for a while. Suddenly, so many good things started happening to me. New people, new job opprtunities and more stuff. I was on my top. With all this, a guy appeared. Apparently he was into me, but i didn't wanted to be with him. He start getting to know each other and in him i found an unbelievable amount of qualities that ANY girl dreams of in a man. I would make you the list, but you'll want him too and that's not the point. It was like a fairy tale, it was all extremely perfect. I started to like him so very much. But then, my mind started getting me. "Do i want to be involved in a relationship?" This is not one of those bunch of guys, who wants to mess up and that's it. He's a marrying type you know? Very serious, very focused and has his mind very set. Am i right for him? I don't want to mess him up, but i don't want to to loose this opportunity to be happy and well-treated. My mind keeps wondering and wondering.... STOP IT!!! Sunday, this guy and I had a misunderstanding and we didn't spoke to each other 'til yesterday at night. The first call (obviously) was very awkward. Then, the second one, we were like very normal and talking about what we've done this couple of days. Then, when we talked at night, the conversation started. We started talking about what happend and how neither of us wanted to take the first step to call the other and stuff. We kept talking and i told him that i wasn't sure of what i wanted. That i was very, very happy of how things were going and that i have never been treated as he treats me; but... sometimes i wasn't sure if i really wanted to get involved in relationship. He became real sad and stuff and me too. I started to feel that i was loosing him. He told me that the best advice he could give was to get my life back before i met him and keep living it and try to find what i really want and need; and that if i find that i want to be with him, i could try to reach him. That he would still be friend and stuff. We were in this conversation for like 2 hours. At the end, we hung up and i started to feel like a very important part of me was missing. I could barely sleep yesterday. I woke up at 6AM, 7AM, 8AM, 9AM, 10AM and finally at 11AM. And i'm not kidding. It was the worst. While i was beginning with this entry, he called. I was very, very surprise. He asked me about my toe because i had an appointment today but the doctor cancelled it. I explaing to him and we both were very nervous (i could notice) and then he told me that he just wanted to know how i was doing with my toe and we both say Bye-Bye. Like, 10 minutes later he called again (i was like... what's going on?). He told me that he wanted to ask me something vert fast (*scared*) he said that if i wanted to go to his house at night. I told him that i cannot drive and he told me that he would pick me up, but he needed to know if i really wanted. I obviously said yes; and he told me that he would call me later and let me know, when he would come. Right now i'm very scared and i don't know what will happen. I'll let you know...
[♥Tuesday, November 04, 2003♥]Urghh... more electricity problems. Thank God i didn't had much of my entry.Anyways, as i was saying... LOL! Today i woke up very early to go to college again with Carla. She's now my designated driver because i am not able to drive because i may injure my toe and that's not it. We went to college very early but apparently some other people thought the same way as we did and when we got there, there were already like 50 people over there. In my college, they now have this "new-improved system" and all students were so mad because they didn't taught their personal how to use it and they were sooo slow. I wanted to put a class that i already took on my schedule because i wanted to take it and have a better grade. All sections were closed and when we attempt our last try for that class, there was just one space left and they put Carla on it. LOL. Anyways, she needed that class more than me because if she doesn't take it now, she'd be left behind because that's a very important class. So, i am going to try to find an empty spot next Monday, and if i don't i will need to take an elective course like a language (Italian...) or another course. We were there like 3 hours. We left at 10:30AM approx. Then, we went to one of the Promotion Agencies to hand in one of the uniforms that i had. The girl from there was telling us of some other promos that she have and that she want us and Alex to do together. I just hope my toe heals soon. When we finished there, we went Lens Crafter to check some mounts, because my eyeglasses just finally broke yesterday. They didn't had any i like. So, we went to see the Auto Show there (you know i'm a car freak!) OMG! and i was doing my best to walk and see them all... I saw this new car from Chrysler, it's called Crossfire. OMG It's sooo awesome. The trunk opens so funny and the inside stuff is amazing. Everything's sooo pretty. You gotta see it. I am going to try to find pic and i will put it here. We left the mall and we went to another mall to another Lens Crafter. There i spent like an hour choosing a mount. LOL! I was so unsure. Then, i picked up one and there was some problems with the warranty and i needed to pick a more expensive one bla bla bla... and i saw some Versace's... ooohhh... soooo awesome! I felt in love with them! It was love at first sight! *sighs* Then, the lady there told me that problem was fixed and that i bla bla and i choose the first ones, not the Versace. They were sooooooo expensive. So i will add them to my Wish List.. :) Wanna do me a gift? That'd be the perfect one. While we waited for my eyeglasses to be done we went to eat. Wanna know where? Susan you wanna know where? LOL. Carla and i went to Chili's. (yes again!) But don't worry Susan we didn't have a Molten for dessert. Carla was like: "Let's eat a Molten you can tell Susan.." LOL.. But i said "no way". What a good friend huh? *winks* But didn't had the Molten not because of you, LOL, because i was full. Then we went to pick up my glasses. They are somehow the same, but a little different. Will take some pics of it and post it here; not now though. I got home, went to sleep. Woke up, Alex called, we talked. Took a bath, fixed my toe (which is looking much better), called Alex, hung up. Came to the pc, talked with some people, blogged and will go to see Rich Girls. By the way, i added a new clique for Slippers Fan go and join too. Tommorow i have an appointment with the doctor. Hope everything goes well. OMG! I need to add this. My friend Nita sent me this link check it out: HERE Let me know what do u think. *hugs*
[♥Monday, November 03, 2003♥]Helpful toe but damn, damn, damn toe...!Yup! That's it! Helpful but damn toe; you may be wondering why huh? Well, let me tell you all 'bout my day and you'll understand. First of all, i woke up very early because i was going to college to prepare my schedule. I arrived there and everyone was asking and asking what happend to me. LOL. My friends were laughing at me 'cause i looked so funny; but i felt sooo stupid because i couldn't do anything but my friend Carla was taking very good care of me. She was like my mother, asking and getting mad id i didn't did things right. It was all a mess there. A orientator was going to help us not make the line because it was sooooo long and i couldn't me standing that much. She was going to help us but the section for the class we needed was full, then when we changed it and when she was going to help us, the system went down. It became a real big mess there. So we decided to went back tommorow very early and do it all. We left and we went to an Orthopedic Store to but my orthopedic shoe. Now i can walk a liiittle better. Theeen, we went shopping (yeah right) i decided to go to Lens Crafter to make them check my eye-glasses and they ended up breaking them. Now i need to go tommorow to another of their facilities and i have to pay 50% of the difference. Anyways, there's still so much money. Too many things to pay these days because of me. There i saw a pair of eye glasses that i really like but anyways i don't know what i will do. *crossing fingers it won't me that much* Then, (OMG, please Susan don't get mad at me...!) I went with my friend Carla to Chili's. I ate some Classic Nachos and i had... ermmm.. i had a Molten for dessert... Ohhhh my gosh, my fave dessert. While i was there, i received a call from my Promotion Company, but i still can't work. Then, (here's why it is a damn toe) i recevied a called from the people from Wella. They wanted me for one of the biggest events. The San Juan Beauty Show. A big event full of different people and they wanted to dye my hair again (don't know what color) Anyways, because of my DAMN toe i can't; and i'm sooo sad because of it. Then, i came back home and slept like 2 hours, then... took a bath and change my toe's bandage. :( I was a little sad, because the toe looks even more nasty. Here i'm posting some more pics to all of those who loved the previous like Nita Right now i have to go. I feel very tired and tommorow gotta wake up even more early. Thanks to all of those who took the time to stop by. I really appreciate it. So many new people. Tommorow i will check you all back... *hugs* + My Toe Latest Pics +
[♥Sunday, November 02, 2003♥]Sorry for not bloggin' yesterday. I started to but i ran out of electricity when i had almost half of my entry and i got pretty mad and refused to start all over.Yesterday, i woke up very early to go to the doctor. There was no more patients so he attended me very fast (i hate to sit there waiting and waiting...) He asked me how i was feeling and if it was still hurting and i said "no"; it bothers me sometime but it's not a pain like the one i felt the first day. I didn't let him take off the bandage; i took it off myself. I'm very weird because i always say that you can open up my chest and take off my heart, but i will let you only if i'm seeing you; you understand? That if i don't see what you are doing i won't let you even rub my hand. So, I took off the bandage and he saw the toe. It looked scary. He said it was pretty nice but i told him that it was bleeding and i think it was soo much. He cleaned it up a bit and then he told he was going to put some anesthesia and i was like... " Uhhh.. whaatt..?!" He put the anesthesia; 5 times. Two times on the left side of the toe, two times on the right and one on the middle. The second ones i didn't felt them because the toe was already "sleepy". It felt sooo funny; it was like i had a cramp. He started rubbing it like so hard but i didn't felt anything. He was taking off the blood that remained there (the one that you can see on the pics) (Nita you want to see the pics again..?) Anyways, and then i saw a move and the nail was out. LOL. He took it off and i didn't felt anything... Ohhh, i felt so relieved; you have NOOO idea! He told me that now he knew why i was bleeding so much. He told me i had a cut in the "nail's bed" that's between the nail and the toe and that was the reason. He sew it, 3 times. He made a very nice bandage and told me to see him next Thursday. He told me that i had to keep taking the antibiotics; because i was doing good but i can get an infection on the bone and that would be the worst. Then, i got a little scared. Who won't? Then, i went to the mall, to try and get some shoes, because the doctor told me i would still be like this a whole month and i need to get some shoes where i can put my toe because i can't use any of mines. I didn't found any and decided to buy next Monday and orthopedic one which is better. But.... *blushes* i found some boots.. OMG! Some nice boots that i needed to buy and some high heel shoes; i also got a CD that i wanted. LOL. I forgot to tell you that on the mall i was in my grandmother's wheel chair. LOL.. It was so fun and everyone looked at me. I stayed here all day, slept, talk to my friend Susan Tried to teach her some Spanish, but now i'm very mad at her because she forgot it all.. LOL. *shame on you* My mother helped me fix my room, it was very messy. She helped me taking the bath too, i felt like a little kid. Which reminds me i haven't take a bath today. *shame on me* LOL! Then, i watched Armageddon and Enough with my mother. We both cried at Armageddon and i LOVE Enough. I have watched it like 5 times. I love when she's learning how to fight. I want to learn too and have the courage to fight like that. I went to sleep at 12:30AM and at 2:30AM, Alex called to tell me that he was driving and that he was very sleepy and i told him i would be on the phone with him 'til he get home to make sure he was awake and wouldn't have any problems on the road. Then at like 3something AM we hung up. Today, my parents woke me up and we went to a place here where there are like 60 places (kioskos) of food and you eat there. We ate on the #59. I ate so much and i loved it. Then, on the front of the #59 there was a guy there selling clams and i love them. They were 1/2dozen per $5.00. They were very big, so it was worth it. My mom was nauseous becaouse of me. She finds that nasty and gross, but i DON'T! Then, i got home and my friend Carla came here. We watched TV, listen to my new CD and made some brownies... ohhh they tasted sooo good. Now, i have to go because tommorow i have to go to college to work on my schedule. I think this was a very long blog. Hope you are not bored. By the way, i added Tara to my dailies. Make sure to visit her blog, it's soo nice. Thanks to all of the people who have come to my blog these days. I really appreciate it. By the way, if someone knows where i can get the script for the comments on my blog please let me know... *hugs* to: Susan + Ipone + Nita + Zahira + Mystery + Mita + Sylvia + Chrissy + Arleigh + Carrie for being the nicest! Luv you all!
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